I'm sure we all, at one time or another, have been approached by a friend seeking help with their problems - most of the time its a relationship one. I know I've helped tons of friends though theirs. I've attempted to patch ends together, consoled and on a few occasions asked people to 'just end it'. So, now it's my turn and as the saying goes, it's always easier said than done.

I guess I'll just update everyone on what's going on through my mind right now. I've got shitload of things happening in my life. My Dad might want me to scrap PR plans and go back to Singapore for good. That is a whole other story all together and while it sits in the corner of my mind, I'll just focus on now. Exams are around the corner, I'm trying really hard to study but sometimes my mind will wander off and start thinking of 'what ifs' or memories are triggered by the places we go. I've realized that just taking some time out and pray really works. It doesn't matter which God you pray to and if you dont have one, try one it can calm you down. So yea, I'm getting my train of thought back :)

I think I've changed. It's probably a little too quick to say though, but I think I've learned how to take things easy. I realize how silly I was last time to fuss over the most trivial of matters - probably my gaming attitude in particular. But you know what I've realized? After losing someone you love, losing a game means nothing. So relax and take it easy, there are more important things in life which we should cherish.

So this is where the moping ends and life begins. I jolly well know what to do and everyone tells me the same thing. So it's about time I've cleaned the shit which hit the fan and pick up from my fall...