The past week has been horrible for me. The internet connection has been so messed up that we were getting disconnected even when we were downloading at 32kbps. Yes, that is slower than dailup 56k which was the technology when I was in sec 4. So unless you would like to call the iinet hotline 20 odd times hoping for a solution that never comes, get bigpond or optus instead.

So basically, that's the reason why I log in and out of msn like a nutcase if I am online at all. There was a day however, where the connection wasn't too bad. Then I got a message from Charisse and we started bantering about stuff. She also told me things which I really didn't want to hear even though I am glad that I did. I see myself like Neo in the early part of the Matrix. Running from problems and evading things you know but pretend not to.

You mean I can dodge bullets? No, I'm saying when the time comes, you won't need to dodge them anymore.

The next bad news which hit me was that my KPMG internship application was rejected. I got this email one day after getting my mid-sem marks. I wasn't too happy with that either. I guess it's another one of those wake up calls for me. Anyway I know there's nothing in it for me looking into the past.

Heh, I was just reading my Managerial Accouting text in preperation for another exam on tuesday and I came across a topic. I started thinking to myself:

Life is like relevant costs - expected future costs that differ amoung alternative courses of action. We focus on the future because every decision deals with the future and nothing can be done to alter the past. Focus on now, dont lament on the past. It'll eat you up like a hungry toad. Hungry toads are ugly and have warts. Hop away hungry toad...