Sorry. I wish I were more, but I'm not. And even though as much as I wish there was something called "rewind time" that existed, such a thing was never meant to be...

On the other hand, I guess all things happen for a reason and I have faith that the light at the end of the tunnel is not one of the on-coming train but a Light which would set not just me, but the rest of us, free. I just wish I saw it sooner :/

26-29 Going to camp. So no updates! BYE

Gosh, I was reading through my newly bought copy of Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami, but as absorbing as the book is, I can't seem to be able to read it. My mind keeps deviating, I feel troubled but I can't seem to trace the cause of it all. Or maybe I'm just eluding it? I attempted retail therapy which usually works great but not so much this time... In the end I bought a funky sweater (below) which would keep me warm for the camp I'm going to from the 26th to 29th.

I feel like going back to Singapore. I don't know what keeps me here. I miss my friends and family back home. The close ties I used to have with friends here seem to be fading. Our place hasn't been as rowdy and fun as it used to be since Jun moved out. Everyone, including myself seem to have isolated themselves ever since the exam period. It could be exam stress or maybe people are staying away from my annoying light-headedness or the fury of my cynicism on days where I'm less accepting.

Almost all reason for staying has evaporated into nothingness. Is this what it's going to be like if I get my PR and work here? It might be easier to get material needs like that shiny new Integra or a cozy place to stay. So what? Sure I can make new friends, but I want the ones dear to me back. Maybe I should book a flight back after camp and the humid weather might lend me some warmth from this beautiful but cold, cold place...

IF I GET 4 Ds FOR THIS SEMESTER...
(but it prob wont happen because I've stuffed up already)

I'd reward myself with this.

For those unfortunate few who have to suffer from exams and miss out on games like these =/

Haven't been updating much because I've been spending most of my time studying in uni. I go from libraries to labs and today, went down to Curtin's labs because our library closed at 6. What ever it is, I am trying to escape from the tempting grasp of my laptop and with much success I might add. Isn't it so funny how it has a life of its own and control me better than I can control myself?

Anyway, I've been busy. A lot has happened over the last two weeks- the good and the bad. And of course, Freddy's birthday passed recently and I haven't uploaded pic's or even wished him a happy birthday as a post like I do with the rest of the people close to me. I know I had a lot to write about but on a couple of occassions, I couldn't log onto blogger home and I was unable to post any entries. Whatever they were, I've forgotten them now because, my mind is full of Corporate Accounting journal entries.

Anyway, I'd just like to wish the best for everyone who has exams coming up. Cya when its all over =)